Last night I was feeling very tired, yet very busy in my mind. I've had a surge of creative and divine energy move through me this past week and it often gives me a high and a need to keep it flowing, I have to stay even more present and aligned with these surges otherwise they can often take me into a place of overstimulation which can lead me to switch to the mental mind rather than the intuitive flow. I was cautious of this, but where I was feeling so tired I asked my guides for some assistance.
As I lay there connecting in with them and asking my mental body to calm, I received a message to check in with my Divine Feminine and Masculine.
Intuitively and guided I asked first that my Divine Feminine present herself to me in a way in which I can see what she needs, or how she is out of balance. I was met with a huge surge of energy and all of the busy thoughts that had been going through my mind of how to bring my offerings to people, new workshop ideas, came flooding back. My whole body was vibrating and I felt a little breathless.
She was showing me her expansiveness, her creativeness and her desire to reach as many people as she could as she has so much energy to share. But, she has brought herself out of balance by tipping over the point of flow and into the state tsunami!
I breathed and thanked her for what she had shown me and asked her to allow my Divine Masculine to come through.
Initially there was silence, nothing. Then my body began shuddering as sometimes happens when I channel entities and a huge loud breath left my lungs. Then his voice was heard.
"Finally! There is so much expansive energy here I had been pushed so far to the side there was little idea of how to come back" he said "allow me to flow now, allow me to show you"
I was filled with a groundedness, a huge shield or barrier surrounded me and all of that expansive feminine energy suddendly became ordered, focused. Balance was being restored.
"Let us now move forward in balance, my role is focus and action, allow me to guide you dear feminine, guide your expansive, creative energy into focused action."
The energies blended and I felt them spread throughout my entire body. I felt like I had been rooted back down to the Earth, my mind had quietened and I was so ready for sleep.
I dreamed a very vivid dream of being invited to three parties, one was with friends from my youth, another with a neighbour and another was unknown. I was unsure which party I was going to attend but I was so focused in the dream on needing to find a beautiful dress, it was so important how I looked! (This is very unlike me in wake time, I'm very casual and utility). There was a beautiful dress but it was in an outbuilding of my neighbours house and the only way I could reach it was through an upstairs window and jumping across. As I considered doing this a small dog put its paw on my arm and said to me " I think there are other ways of getting in to that building dont you?" So I listened to the dog and walked down the stairs and into the room where the dress was. I woke up before seeing what party I chose to attend, but, that is where the dream was supposed to end for the dream was guidance.
I have awoke this morning feeling that balance still within me and I made a conscious effort during my morning practice to anchor the balance of my Divine Feminine & Masculine.
Then a beautiful Star Sister gave me a reminder with her perspective on my dream - clothing has to do with personalities, how we present ourselves. I was choosing the beautiful dress. And that Feminine and Masculine - Yin and Yang - Venus and Mercury both in retrograde - together representing balance.
Now I am left to choose which party I attend - or which path I choose. The old, the unaligned or the unknown.
I share this with you this morning as what I am learning is that, what moves through me is not just for me. It is a message for us all. I encourage you to check in with your own Divine Feminine and Masculine and ask them to present themselves, how they are, what they need. You may well find some deep answers you have been seeking, or gain some balance that is so well needed.
Interestingly yesterday I channeled the blueprint of my Divine Feminine & Masculine Workshop that will begin running from February. You can read about it here I will be running in person and online worshops and within them we will work with our divine feminine and masculine and learn about their traits and how we bring them into balance. I feel that this experience was part of the blueprint of the workshop. I must embody the work myself before I can share it. I now hold the codes to do so.
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With love,
Gemma x
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